I never knew I would enjoy solitude. I always lived in the fast lane. Then I awakened. Moved far away, and gradually moved into another tempo so to speak. I cannot
comprehend why we should have to live our lives on a roller coaster of
this and that...For me solitude was given to me as a gift, ( as I learned ) and treasured
as such. I am no multi - tasker in life and its daily functions; I lose
all focus amidst the noise and chaos around me, and it somehow makes me
nervous and upset. I love to hear my dog snoring in the distance, and
hear the trees outside rustling in the wind. I have been so fortunate
to have had a great teacher via my father. My father was a man who
worked hard for his family as a Dr., but he lived the life of a very
simple human being...he was a philosopher of all. His music made one
cry, as he levitated in meditation he would write a whole symphony of
musical works for say the 15th century...amazing to remember and then to
write it all on paper in note form. I miss him dearly and think of him each day.
I live my life in solitude whilst others make comments about my mere
existence...I'm called a loner, a hermit, anti-social and more...I do
have compassion for their viewpoints for they know no better...Also a
sense of humour which helps tremendously... I am friendly and approachable to others
seeking solitude and being happy in that situation...few have the
patience nor the feeling of the aloneness they fear so much. There is
nothing to fear....
When I was in College, I had to write poetry for my Literature class...my ambiguity was evident / different....
I am young / yet old / I am happy / yet sad / I am well / yet not / I have / yet not.....something like that....
I'm so pleased to have met some people who do understand.....my conscious is one of honesty and
trust...I live thru' my soul for I know my intuition has been a strong
one for me...I guess I'm lucky...
